I know i’m not gonna do well with this music challenge thing since i don’t update my tumblr daily,but I’m gonna try…kinda…probably not .Day 2:least favorite song: pshh i dont even wanna put it on here.I’d have to say birthday sex by jeremih.It’s annoying,gross,and it makes me feel strange.
I would like to get off my chest/brain at 7am.Yes I have not slept.
#1 I’m so fucking tired of not being important to people who I have done nothing but be there for them ever since day 1 of talking. I hate that they only try to contact me when they need someone to talk to only because they know that no one else will listen or help them like I can. I hate that when I try to go to them about an issue and I go on and on about it for a long time and they respond with some bullshit of a reply like “ohh damn I’m sorry.” It’s like what the fuck?! I’ve been spilling my heart out here and that’s all your going to say??? I wish I could do the same but I can’t. If someone needs me I’m going to focus all my attention on them and try to comfort them with my words and support. I can’t help the fact that I’m so nice and want to be friends with every person I come across. I really wish I could be like everyone else and not give a fuck.But i do…. I give a HUGE fuck =/
#2 I also strongly dislike when acquaintances start talking to me more and more and I start to think we are going to be close friends and they decide to stop talking to me for no reason. Maybe the reason is I’m boring because I don’t do shit. I’m sorry I don’t drink,smoke,or party. I’m sorry that everything amuses me and I make random noises and you think I’m weird. Well yes I am weird but hey at least I’m not a heartless asshole. 6 months go by and look who it is. They decide they want to talk to me again because they missed me. And guess what my dumbass does? Yup! I welcome them with open arms.
I want you guys to care about me like I care about you.I want some friends who actually call or text me once in a while. Nah you know what? I want some friends who will call or text me OFTEN. I think i deserve it.
By the way there’s 2 of you that are excluded from all of this.You know who you are.I love you guys with all my heart.